I just balanced myself for the following goal statement: I believe that steady & stable financial abundance exists for me.
My attractor value before the balance was 925.
My primary emotion was integrity (found in governing meridian).
I was over energy in Lung meridian (no others). I was under energy in Large Intestine and Kidney...I didn't check any other meridians for under energy.
To correct the imbalance I was told by my body to sedate lung, energize Kidney meridian and correct Luo points for Large Intestine.
What I found interesting about this balance:
The emotion being "integrity" was a little confusing because I wasn't really sure what to make of it. (I have a fancy expanded version of the emotion chart that helps me when I want to get more granular when needed). But yet it also felt accurate. It made me think of my clients and how financial instability sometimes makes me want things to happen (like them staying and working with me longer) when that isn't necessarily the best thing for them (or me). So it affects my integrity in that way. But I also felt like the word integrity meant "essential" or "necessary." Then I looked up the word in the dictionary and one of the definitions was: "the state of being whole and undivided." Oh. My. Goodness. that description felt so so so right!!!! Of course I want to feel whole in the area of financial stability...and historically it has been the place where I feel the absolute least whole in my life. And before the balance, when I was "feeling into" this area and pulling up all the emotions, I struggled to actually find the words to articulate what I wanted, because I mostly just visualized broken wavy lines and for my goal statement I just wanted to write "smooth out the broken lines!" 🤣So with my balance today, I feel like I restored the integrity of those broken wavy lines and now my financial destiny is wholeness!! That feels pretty darn good.
I also thought it was really cool that I was so close to being at an attractor value of 1,000!!! (Very recently we did a group balance about respect and wealth and I am pretty sure that helped me be so close to my goal already!!).
I spent a lot of time before this balance recalling the history of my financial instability - it was like I needed to bring it up, acknowledge it, see it for what it was, and grieve it once again to be able to move forward.
Thank you Zenbrio School for this cool forum and opportunity to share my experience with everyone.
Many blessings to you all!!
That definition of integrity is REALLY interesting, and important. The "whole and undivided" part.
I had no idea integrity was so synonymous with alignment... knowing your stance, your value(s) and getting clarity in what you believe and lining up with it totally. Not having split energy.... not being in a gray area... not wishy washy. It never occurred to me that integrity isn't just DOING what you think is "right or good," but BEING totally and completely in agreement on ALL levels of your whole being. I think that's is why integrity feels so good... because you just know its right for you, totally and with conviction. No gaps... no wavy lines.
This has caused me to consider where I am out of integrity in my own finance and business. With that I am asking myself "Sara, where do you need to pick a stance and totally line up with it? Are you doing this, or this... pick one and be clear about why, balance if needed, and then may all of your choices demonstrate that." Integrity is powerful. Wow!
I love this, Mandy! I love that you take the time to follow up the group balance with self balancing to clean up any "residual over energy" 😉 or anything else that can be enhanced for you. SMART! You have inspired me to go back to this one, and do a self balance for meeeee!